Monday, March 02, 2009

Numb

It's strange...my friend...my best friend...passed away a few hours ago and all I feel in the moment is numb.

Maybe not so strange...I don't have the luxury of breaking down because there are still things I have to do for him and for those who will mourn his passing...especially since that passing came with so little warning (just three weeks ago he was bright and alive...he was everything that made him the person people gravitated towards...and now he's gone...lingering in our hearts and in our memories...but gone from this bittersweet old world.)

At some point I will break down...at some point I will embrace the enormity of the void in my life...but right now...right now...I'm just numb.

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